I am a Loner longing for the Freedom of a simple life

Are you a city person? I am definitely not! LOL
To me having little and living simply have a huge stroke of Freedom. I have often dreamt about living in a small house near a mountain somewhere, no other houses as far as my eyes can see. At one point, when I studied buddhism some yrs back, I dreamt about joining a buddhist convent - to me that was really appealing. It still is somewhat.
There is an island outside of Italy, I don't know the name of it (yet), where one can go and stay for a week or so. It is a convent there, catholic monks I think - and what is so special about this place is that no one speaks. I read about it in a book some years back. The Norwegian author had been there. From that moment on I started dreaming about going there - and some day I will. One full week of complete silence sounds like Heaven on Earth to me!
I have been a loner all my life. If I've been around people, I need my silence for a while. I have learned ways to connect with my inner stillness point no matter how noisy a place I'm in - yet I get so effected by energies, that I still need my own space quite a lot. I should learn to control it..
I have memories from several previous lives, and in some of them I've been living in celibacy, as a loner and sage - yet working as a teacher, healer etc. Maybe that's why the thought of living by myself in a cave somewhere is a longing I have to deal with..
It's not that I don't like human life - there are many great things about it. I just have this longing for a Freedom I don't feel I have now. I am aware that is an illusion - that I'm always free. I am working on connecting full time to the Freedom that exists in the eternal Now.
I have not really talked about my longing to others, yet I felt like sharing it.
Much much love to you
~ Aina ~

Tomorrow - 65 years since Hiroshima was bombed. Let's create PEACE with our Hearts!

"Peace Memorial days" on the 6th in Hiroshima, and on the 9th in Nagasaki. Let us remember to pray for the spirits who had to leave Earth because of all the wars in our history.

Tomorrow, on the 6th, it's 65 years ago since the first atomic bomb were dropped over Hiroshima, Japan. On Monday, the 9th - the same for Nagasaki. Let's make these days a time to really reflect on Peace, and send our Peace vibes from our Hearts - to honour all those who have left Earth during war. Also to focus on creating Peace as a way of Life for us all, and the ones that come after us.
During the history of humanity too much blood have been shed, and it's about time we get together in Peace and Harmony to prevent such devastation to occur again.
We all have in us the ability to create Peace. By BEING peace, we can change this world. We can do it!
Lots of love and peace vibes to you!
~ Aina ~

Solar activity is hitting on my vibes! Yours too?

Hello! I tried to write a new post here last night - but my mind was bent in all sorts of strange directions, so I had to give up after three attempts, on just as many subjects..!
I'm experiencing a strange state of mind these days (for the last 2 weeks or so), where everything is up in the air. My memory is out of function, and my moods are like a rocky sea.. I can't see straight because my inner landscape is misty.. It sure is a strange ride! I have to smile sometimes, because it's really weird to feel so out of balance! I'm not down. I'm just up in the air, and experiencing some turbulence. You know the feeling, right? I undertand that many share a similar state of mind these days - and some say it's connected with the massive solar activity that's going on. I'm apt to believe that. We are effected by the moon, and the sun is even stronger.. Mother Moon is only a reflection of Father Sun's light. Would be great if Father Sun could go into a deep state of meditation, by the way.. Just for a little while, so I could sort out my mind a bit. Two days in a row I have meditated, to feel some sense of inner peace - just to find that 5 minutes after, my depths have taken the flight again.. Do you even understand what I'm talking about? LOL All I know is that this too will pass - and I thank Source for that!
By opening up, and sharing this, I hope, if you are going through something similar, that it helps to know you are not alone :) It's always a relief to know you are not alone regarding an experience you have a hard time figuring out where comes from.. When we open up and share, it's comforting - and we understand fully that we are more alike, and have more in common, than we usually think we are and have. The fact is, we are all One. Connected. Whatever one of us are going through, somewhere out there someone else, often many, are going through the same emotions, the same state of mind. We are truly never alone about anything. I like that fact!
Thank you for reading this.
Peace waves are flowing your way,
~ Aina ~